{"id":1141,"date":"2019-04-02T09:07:00","date_gmt":"2019-04-02T07:07:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/?p=1141"},"modified":"2019-04-02T09:07:00","modified_gmt":"2019-04-02T07:07:00","slug":"sa-jag-skriver","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/2019\/04\/02\/sa-jag-skriver\/","title":{"rendered":"S\u00e5 jag skriver &#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Ett citat fr\u00e5n Gustav Fr\u00f6ding kommer f\u00f6r mig: \u201dS\u00e5 jag m\u00e5lar, Donna Bianca, ty det roar mig att m\u00e5la.\u201d&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>En g\u00e5ng m\u00e5lade jag s\u00e5 som jag hade lust. Nu skriver jag som jag har lust i st\u00e4llet. Men det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt att armb\u00e5ga mig fram mellan skrivr\u00e5den.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201dJag har tre r\u00e5d \u00e5t dig f\u00f6r att bli en \u2019bestselling author\u2019\u201d, s\u00e4ger ett cirkul\u00e4rbrev jag f\u00e5r i min elektroniska brevl\u00e5da,. Jag vill inte bli en s\u00e5dan! Jag vill bara hitta p\u00e5 historier, f\u00e5nga dem i mina egna ord, virka ihop dem till en kl\u00e4dnad som f\u00f6rv\u00e5nar mig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jag beh\u00f6ver en rustning mot skrivr\u00e5d:&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201dShow, don\u00b4t tell!\u201d Jag knyter ihop mina ber\u00e4ttelser h\u00e5rt s\u00e5 att ingen gestalt ska f\u00e5 smita in. Jag vill bolla med mina luftiga adjektiv, jag vill njuta ohejdat med mina adverb!&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Min dramatiska kurva vill jag forma som en berg-och dalbana. Varf\u00f6r \u00e4r den traditionella kurvan s\u00e5 tv\u00e5dimensionell? I fyra dimensioner sv\u00e4var mina tankar, Einstein hyllar jag intensivt.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Min protagonist har ingen form, min antagonist kan jag inte se. Mina fantasivarelser \u00e4r inga \u201dkarakt\u00e4rer\u201d, fria och vilda drar de mig med sig utan n\u00e5gra Enneagram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>L\u00f6st fr\u00e5n skrivr\u00e5den \u00e4lskar jag att skriva. Det m\u00e5ste vara dopaminet. Ja, jag \u00e4r dopad n\u00e4r jag skriver, eller kanske snarare doppad i ett bad av lust, av ok\u00e4nda m\u00f6jligheter. Jag \u00e4r nyfiken p\u00e5 vad som kan h\u00e4nda, jag f\u00f6rundrar mig \u00f6ver orden som v\u00e4xer fram p\u00e5 sk\u00e4rmen. Ur mina utslitna tangenter lyfter de sig som s\u00e5pbubblor som inte spricker. Skimrande ger de sig ut p\u00e5 uppt\u00e4cktsf\u00e4rd i en v\u00e4rld som jag skapat. Med nyfikenhet, lust och f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntan f\u00f6ljer jag med. Vad ska h\u00e4nda nu?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"768\" src=\"http:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_2427-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1143\" srcset=\"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_2427-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_2427-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_2427-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/IMG_2427.jpg 2016w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ett citat fr\u00e5n Gustav Fr\u00f6ding kommer f\u00f6r mig: \u201dS\u00e5 jag m\u00e5lar, Donna Bianca, ty det roar mig att m\u00e5la.\u201d&nbsp; En g\u00e5ng m\u00e5lade jag s\u00e5 som jag hade lust. Nu skriver jag som jag har lust i st\u00e4llet. Men det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt att armb\u00e5ga mig fram mellan skrivr\u00e5den.&nbsp; \u201dJag har tre r\u00e5d \u00e5t dig f\u00f6r att &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/2019\/04\/02\/sa-jag-skriver\/\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">S\u00e5 jag skriver &#8230;<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[23,24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1141","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-om-forfattande","category-reflektioner"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1141","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1141"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1141\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1145,"href":"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1141\/revisions\/1145"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1141"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1141"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yvonnewaern.se\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1141"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}